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My parents were not really in love at first, but because of their families, they still ended up together. I grew up as the middle child with two brothers, and thats where my story begins. I was born in 2004, the year that marked the start of my journey in this world. There are a lot of things I like and dont like. I like to have fun with my friends, I like riding my bike and dancing. I also love playing badminton even though Im not really good at it. But what I really love the most are jokes. Sometimes I tell jokes, and sometimes I even do jokes just to make people laugh.
The things I dont like are dragon fruit and pineapples. Another thing I dont like is the crispy skin of fried chicken for me, I just dont really enjoy eating it. So far, Ive told you about some foods I dont like, but one of the biggest things I really hate in this world is being BORED. By now, you might already know a little bit about my personality, but let me share more. I think some of the good points of my personality are that I am soft hearted, very playful, sometimes brave, and friendly when its time to meet new people. I can also be funny, especially when I start making my jokes. Of course, I also have my bad points. I am a little forgetful. I am also disorganized, and sometimes I get angry easily. But then again, each person has their own personality, and this is mine. So every year on my birthday, we never had a cake. The only food we had was spaghetti and pancit because we were poor. I also didnt receive gifts from my relatives or anyone else. But even without those things, we were happy and enjoyed what we had. When I was 4 years old, I started going to school. At first, I was shy because everything was new to me, but little by little I got used to it. I made friends, learned how to read and write, and began to enjoy my school days. I met Kathrine when we were in kindergarten. We were always the naughty ones in the classroom. We both hated going to school, so whenever we were absent, we would just ride our bikes around the street. Both of us also experienced being scolded and hit by our moms. There was one time we hid under the bed to escape, but of course, we still had no choice we got punished anyway. We were truly best friends in crime. Whoever was my enemy was her enemy too.One time, my sibling threw a knife at us, so we ran for our lives. Thankfully, we didnt get hit. After that, my sibling didnt go home and decided to sleep at our neighbors house, but of course, we knew she was there. But school life was not always happy. From Grade 1, Kath and I were still friends until now, but we were not classmates anymore because she repeated Grade 1. Thats when my bullying experience started until higschool. I was bullied because of my appearance and because I was thin. Some kids pulled my hair, and sometimes they even ruined my artworks by throwing acrylic paint on them. It was really hard for me to go through that. I met new friends when I was in high school randomly since I had different classmates each year. Thats when I met (Leigh, not her real name).. Were still friends now, though Im not really sure since we only communicate sometimes. She was also one of the people I shared my crush stories with. But we never had the same crushes she was rich, so the type of guys she liked was different from mine.But I always noticed that no boys ever looked at me. Instead, they always looked at my friend (Leigh, not her real name). But I wasnt jealous, and I didnt feel bad about myself I just got used to it.During those times, I also had a crush on one boy. All I did was try to get his attention and make him notice me, but he never looked at me the way he looked at my friend(Leigh). I will admit that I was hurt, but to stop myself from being sad, I looked for a new crush during my Grade 8 journey. At that time, I also had a fling that was forced on me, but I didnt really like him. So, going back to my real crush he was still the one I liked when I was in Grade 9, but he still didnt notice me. Still, those experiences taught me something important: that not being noticed doesnt mean I was less. It only meant that I had to learn how to value myself, even when others didnt. When the pandemic started, I was in Grade 9. It was okay because he was also my neighbor. He also had a friend, and that friend became the one I ended up with when I was in Grade 10. After I graduated from high school, we were still in touch. But later, I found out that he was talking to someone else at the same time. I didnt know he had another girl. He was my first M.U., but also my biggest heartbreak. Still, I know what makes me better than his side chick. I had my glow up when I was in Grade 10, and thats why I was able to pull him even though he turned out to be a cheater. After that, we went to Dinadiawan to visit our relatives on my mothers side. For me, it feels better to be close to them than to my fathers side of the family. I experienced a lot there. They taught me how to fish and how to make wedding decorations using coconut leaves. When we visited one of my moms friends, it happened to be a birthday celebration. But honestly, I didnt like the food because their spaghetti didnt have enough sauce. To be honest, none of the food tasted good, and I regretted going with them. We also went to Baler to attend a wedding, and that became one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. There was this guy who kept looking at me, and I assumed he liked me. I even thought he was interested in me. But when I asked him if he had a crush on me, he just said, No, its just that you had a big eye dirt in your eye. I was so shocked and embarrassed that I couldnt say anything back.After 6 months of being single, a guy came into my life, and I didnt expect that he would become my boyfriend. We only met on social media, and as time went by, I started watching the basketball league because he was part of it. Thats how it started. But as time passed, our relationship became more toxic. Our fights were always known by our classmates, and I didnt like that. It was hard for me to break up with him since he was also my classmate, so it took me a long time before I finally let go. My senior high journey was not what I expected because of him. I was not happy and I didnt really enjoy those years. All my friends were on his side. He talked bad about me, then came back like nothing happened. Thats when I realized I dont want to settle for less. I dont like being with someone who has a lot of drama.So when I entered college, thats when I finally broke up with him. Ill admit, our breakup was not healthy. After that, he started acting like a stalker. He took back the jersey and everything he gave me. He even accused me of cheating, but during the first week of our breakup, he already admitted to my friend that she was the one he liked, not me. When I found out about that, I didnt care about the 3 months rule anymore, so I just talked to him one last time. After that, I blocked him on all his social media, but that didnt stop him. He knew where I was, who I was with, and even threatened to tell my family. He was really acting like a stalker, knowing all my moves. Luckily, he got tired and finally stopped. Thats when I felt peace when he no longer had any connection or access to my life. College for me was a new chapter. It wasnt easy at first because I had to adjust to new classmates, new teachers, and a completely new environment. Unlike high school, I felt more independent since I had to manage my own time, my studies, and even my personal problems. Still, I was blessed to meet new friends who made my journey lighter and happier despite the stress of schoolwork.After a few months, there was this boy who caught my attention. He was younger than me by 2 years and 6 months, but that was okay because love is never about age. I started noticing him on social media, always reacting with hearts to his posts because, honestly, he was so handsome. Then one day, he finally noticed me and sent me a message. I was the first one who liked him, but when I asked if he felt the same, he admitted that he didnt have any feelings for me yet. At first, our conversations were casual, so I didnt assume anything. But after two months, everything changed he told me he liked me too. He started courting me, and after a month, I finally said yes. I felt butterflies in my stomach, believing he would bring me peace in love. And I was right. Sometimes, I tend to overthink, but thats mostly because of the people around us who make me doubt. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. We argue, we misunderstand each other, we get hurt (but never physically). Yet, at the end of the day, we also know that we are the only ones who can truly heal each other. Were still together until now, and I know this is the moment when everything became real. We are infinite. The first guy I truly fell in love with. The one who made me feel so in love that I forgot about everything else and also ever cried for. The first guy I ever truly loved.Looking back, I realize that every struggle, every mistake, and every happy moment shaped who I am today. My story is not perfect, but it is mine. And as I continue this journey, I carry with me all the lessons, the love, and the dreams that will guide me to wherever life takes me next. |
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